I struggled my whole life with depression. Every day was a challenge and I hid it well. I became an excellent actress in life wearing many masks to please everyone. I never knew what it meant to love myself and live in true joy.
As I moved through life I continued to attract the wrong relationships; romantic, friendships, and career. I did not understand why I would try so hard and nothing was moving in the direction I wanted
As with many, it takes a life altering experience to have an awakening of sorts. I had lost someone dear to me to suicide and I was completely lost. I was finally ready to look deep inside and start walking the journey of healing. Little did I know, how much work it was about to become. I had to heal all the past wounds, many of which I did not even realize were there; pain from past sexual abuse, feeling unworthly and unloved. I was holding onto so much anger and had a lot of forgiveness work to do.
As I walked this healing journey I was awakening to a much bigger purpose in life. I knew that my purpose here in earth was much bigger. I wanted to make sure that EVERYONE I encountered felt loved, to teach others how to show love and compassion to each other, and to teach others how to heal so they too can live in joy every moment of their lives.